S.T.A.N.D

i am so thankful coz im still STANDing here......

even though a lot of peoples dont want me STAND so strong

i can STAND in different ways.........

STAND like prime minister or

STAND like lady gaga or

STAND like Christiano Ronaldo

or STAND like si bongkok

i always STAND with myself

but i cant  STAND with the one annoys me...

once i was tumble down but i STAND up again

coz i believe STAND up is your early rising from the failure

So dont hold up head high and STAND proudly

just STAND,STAND and STAND

until your life was taken then u will never STAND again.....

H.U.R.T

i Dont really like hurt others,

But peoples around me like hurting me over and over again

or maybe  i was born  to be hurt by others.....i guess

They seems fun to hurt me

They like to hurt me coz want to see me fall apart and die.....

i can SMILE or PRETEND nothing happen

but it still HURT my heart and my mind

maybe i was too KIND to let others HURT me

Peoples around me are so happy

But why they like to HURT me

Im not piece of SHIT that dont know the feeling being hurt

AM I WRONG TO BE WEIRD,NERD,FREAK,NOT GOOD LOOKING

AND POOR

Stop looking at me like imma piece of shit

Stop fooling at me like imma totally fool

Stop playing me like imma ur toy

Stop insult like imma hooker

Stop questioning like imma fucking gay

and stop HURTING me like imma exist around the atmosphere

I DONT WANNA DIE IN SO MUCH HURTING IN MY HEART

GOD STREGHTHEN MY MIND......

just le me have a big SMILE craves on my lip.......

DEPRESSION

Depression makes me feel pain
Depression makes me stupid
Depression makes me feel low
Depression makes me mad
Depression makes me sad
Depression makes me forget world
Depression makes me tensed
Depression makes me lose self control
Depression makes me hate everyone
Depression makes me think over and over
Depression makes me feel lonely
Depression makes me think wild
Depression makes me worthless
Depression makes me sick
What does Depression give me?
When it runs high…
It will make me Die - REST IN PEACE…

YOU LOST ME

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our worlds's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our lives been changed
Babe... You lost me

And we tried, Oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our lives been changed
Babe... You lost me

Now I know you're sorry, and we were sweet
but you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late

Now can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our lives been changed
Babe... You lost me